You all need more disciprine! True disciprine come from within!

LITERALLY. It is as if i am trapped within myself. I'm watching myself say and do things that i do not agree with, at all. I'm completely out of control. That is what men make us do. Partly, it's our fault for letting them. 

The truth? I can tell you exactly why i do /say the things i do. I want to. I have no discipline. I can not turn off that little nagging voice.. "do it, say it. who cares? not you. you do not care!." 

Where we see the bigger picture, the long road. Men see what makes them happy now. You know, they speak like they get the long road.. "I will take you there one day.". Really, Guy? You're making plans? And it includes me?  THAT IS SO AWESOME! Then you tell your friends.. "Oh, he does like me, i can tell.. he said that we are going to go someplace together in the near future." 

It's a trick. They aren't going to take you anywhere.